Well … Today Was All I Could Hope For And More
Got up, mom talked to some people about counselling on the phone. They didnt want to speak to me, it makes me uncomfortable, I dont want to go see them if they dont want to talk to me. Went to school, the auditorium was roasting hot, didnt change all day. Massive headache, courtesy of stressface. Wandered to a park near my school for lunch, stayed there until I had to go back for vocals. Headache continued and got worse, I took more advil. Continued through until break at 3. Had two and a half hours off to get food. Got an energy drink and a coffee, took more advil. Went back for sitz probe, sat around getting progressively more annoyed that I was missing a rehearsal for my show for this bullshit that I’m barely involved in. Home now. Feeling useless. Dont know how much longer Ill be up, I’m crashing really hard. If I make more coffee Ill watch some Dr.Who, if not Ill probably just fall asleep.
