Apr
27
I forgot how much this effects me. I knew I’d be an emotionally destroyed again but I always forget, whether its a day since I last listened to it or a month. I always cry. I love this show but I am so terrified of it being my life. I am so terrified of feeling anything lately and I hate it because I either cant feel anything and wish desperately that I could or I feel too much and it scares me and I want it to go away and just to forget that the world exists …
