May
30
I Had A Great Day I Shouldnt Feel Like This
I want to be done hating myself. I want to be able to accept whats happened and whats happening and deal with it like a normal human being. I dont want to have panic attacks, I dont want to cry for no reason, I dont want to go days on end feeling nothing. I just want to be fucking normal. I dont want to have to check myself to make sure I’m not getting too emotional or too detached. I just want to be normal, without having to remind myself to pretend to be.